I haven’t been on Tumblr all day, and I hate it. I can’t wait until I’m done with this research paper!
You can’t listen to music while writing it because have to keep watching the scene over and over to pick it apart. Or, at least that’s the way I do it. I’d rather analyze it one technique at a time, rather than try to watch it once and memorize every little aspect.
So, apparently not getting out of the house last night hurt my chances of focusing today. I’ve been fairly focused, and haven’t spent most of the day scribbling out notes and ideas for my paper, trying to get a general outline down. But, I was hoping to actually have most of it written today… damnit. I’m pretty burnt out on school right now, and was hoping to have some fun last night as a little refresher, but that didn’t happen.
After a screening of In a Mood for Love for film stuides, I stopped by the art building on my way to the parking lot to use the restroom. On my way out, I was wandering down a deserted hallway, listening to my iPod. I was really into the song I was listening to, and was head-banging a bit to it. Then, a girl suddenly came out of one of the side doors and saw me. I immediately stopped, and she just smiled and said, “Hello,” before continuing to the lobby to look at some of the new sculpture installed there. I continued out the door, without saying another word.
That’s one of the things I like about being in one of the art dept. majors. I’m pretty sure everyone in that dept. is quirky in some way, and no one’s really judgmental, haha.
Do I give someone the cold shoulder and ignore a cry for help because it comes from someone I want to leave in my past, or do I heed my instinct to care and help, because of our past? Decisions, decisions…
Forgot my camera at home…
I’ve actually heard a rumor that we might get rain all the way into June this year, but we’ll end up with a cooler summer this year, i.e. not many days off 100+ temperatures. I’m not sure if this is true, but I wouldn’t mind it if it is. Weeks of 105+ heat are no fun…
… and never returning.
- Colby: Sean! I have a secret for you!
- Me: Oh yeah? What is it? *picks him up*
- Colby: *whispers in ear* Stiiiiinky-butt.
- Me: Stinky-butt? What does that mean?
- Sam (his mom): That means he likes you.
- Colby: Yeah!
- Me: Haha, alrighty then.
… as I’ve learned from personal experience. Nice guys do indeed finish last, when it comes to research papers.
I must turn it off, or I’ll never get any research done! GAAAAAHHH… I don’t want to!
… Summer vacation is so close, yet so far away.
I am watching over you.
I am living in the shadows.
I am just a word to you.
But I am very real and cold.
Cold to all of this.
Cold to how you feel.
Cold to all your loose reason.
“Reborn” - Stone Sour
Fits a few situations in my life right now.